"Words are never enough when what needs to be said overflows the soul."

Julio Cortázar

 

Cortázar was right. Conveying the inner experiences of a diabetic is a real challenge. Notwithstanding, I will strive through these writings to communicate what it's like to carry on with diabetes every day, without exception.

 

"Diabetes 100 - Life with Diabetes" is a journey into the inside of a person with diabetes – an attempt to unravel its mysteries and the many elements that often go unnoticed by others. What is their daily routine like? How do they cope with the demands of their condition? How do they initially struggle to accept this sudden and unexpected intrusion into their lives? How do they manage it, physically and mentally, over the hours, days, months, years, and decades? How much do others know about their efforts, apparent defeats, and quiet successes? How do those who love them support them?

 

I share with you what is often hidden from the eyes of non-diabetics: the endless, routine effort with which we aspire to "a normal life," even though we carry with us this companion whom I define not only as inopportune but also markedly inconvenient.

 

Diabetes treatments are as varied and as unique as the people who adopt them. I believe the preferable one is the one that best treats us, the one we are willing to implement and carry with us everywhere, and, of course, the one that offers tangible and verifiable results. In 2011, I became a "bionic man" and have since used a Medtronic insulin pump. I have decided not to adopt a continuous glucose monitoring system; however, I am a regular user of my four glucometers.

 

Unfortunately, diabetes affects an increasing number of people, particularly in Mexico, my country. However, the incomprehensible irony is that there is also much to thank diabetes for. It opens unexpected opportunities to enjoy with renewed enthusiasm the wonderful experience of life, the promising present of each new day, the welcoming encounter with others, and rediscovered health.

 

Together, we will unveil these surprises.

 

I have named this blog "Diabetes 100" because a blood glucose result of 100 mg/dl is a very desirable goal. As Nick Moore says in his book, Mindful Thoughts for Cyclists, "the number 100 has a strange fascination – a certain 'correctness' or completion." This arbitrary qualification fills us with satisfaction and lifts our spirits. That's where I think we should aim.

 

It is my wish and hope that what you find here inspires you to "get a 100" in diabetes and life, even if you are not a diabetic.